Sad Girl

My poor little missionary. She having a tough time. I think a big part is being away from family during the Holidays. I try to keep things happy and positive for her, but she struggling. I think we all do at different times in our lives it's just finding a way out.

Monday December 2, 2013

Chelstiene Reeves

To Me

Well I didnt get transferred and I didnt get a new companion. I am kind of bummed because I am tired of being here in Gladstone and now Im stuck here for 6 more weeks! and I dont like my companion. I try to love her but it is so hard we are complete opposites and she is kind of a beast. and I just want to come home!!!! Normally after being trained you start training, but i am not, so now I feel like I have failed you guys and god. and UGH!!! I just..... Dont want to do this anymore. In my internship in high school I was taught to "Fake it till you make it" but I can only do that for so long and now i am just getting week. I have waking up at 615 everyday. and I absolutely hate tracting. Maybe I just needed to vent, but as of right now I want to go home, So pray for strengthen for me, so that I stay. I hope things are going well for you, sorry to be such a bummer, I just dont know what to do. I love you! Stay safe

Atleast she is finding ways to celebrate the holidays and she made most of the stuff.